Geraldinectkq

have faith

2012-02-12T02:07:00.001+08:00

School has been really torturing. I'm always late and to avoid detention, I've to cab. I really dread going to school. It's like I'm only there to sleep/play with my friends. Teachers are really annoying, especially my maths teacher. Sigh I want Mrs Seah. If this goes on, I'm so gonna flunk my O's with flying colours.

Decided to give school a miss on Tuesday and I went to meet Liqian for mc breakfast. Then headed to Edwin's house. Kbox, kpool, then home for dinner!Anyway! Andrew tried to cheer me up with this primary 1 picture of us. It kinda made me smile, so sweet of him right :)

Sometimes, I really wonder how does it feel like to be happy.

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2012-02-05T03:13:00.001+08:00

Hai people! Follow me on instagram, @geraldinectkq. :)
So I took MC on Wednesday and the doctor told me to go back for a blood test the next day. Thanks to Wenyan for accompanying me on both days!

On thursday night, Edwin and Aaron came to meet me for awhile and I swear I look damn shag.

And on friday, I went for a movie with Elaina. Caught "Dance dance dragon", played pool and walked arnd. Then I finally got to meet my lovely clique again! It used to be a daily thing for us to meet, but now it's more like a weekly thing as we're all busy with our own stuffs. But still, we had fun!

Mommy got me this :)

Anyway, I'm still feeling a little unwell and this sucks. I only get 2 days off from school out of every 7 days and I'm not able to spend this wisely, ugh how annoying. Idc imma get well and go out later!

harsh

2012-01-29T05:25:00.004+08:00

Hellllllllo, am so glad it's the weekends now. I desperately need a break after 3 tiring days of school and coachings on the first day of school after the cny holiday. Cny was good, with all the visiting and good food, especially steamboat! If only the holiday could be longer.................. Went to catch "We not naughty" on thursday night and on friday, went to Kahsiang's house then ktv. Had a heart talk session with Sasha as usual that night.

It's freaking 5am now and guess why I'm not asleep? FUCK YES I HAVE TO CHERISH EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF MY WEEKEND. So pathetic right ugh. Life is so mundane, why do we need to study? I always catch myself fantasizing about the carefree life I'd want myself to have but the next minute, HERE I AM, BACK TO REALITY.

My "babies" :)

Confession time: School have been freaking boring without the guys (Edwin Jiazhen Kahsiang). Although I always give replies like "School is fucking awesome and fun" when they ask how's school, haha.

school pix

2012-01-19T01:00:00.000+08:00

hamper making :)

PE file hehe.

my pretty collage! hehe

boredom

2012-01-18T11:43:00.002+08:00

My first time using the blogger app on my phone! In school now and im so freaking bored. Pictures taking day tdy :-)

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overthinking kills

2012-01-07T02:58:00.004+08:00

Town with Wy Alexea Zx:

this "performance" thingy really caught our attention!

my films finally arrived!

First day of school on 3rdJan: Met Leonard Andrew Sheryl Jonas and had pastamania for lunch. Sheryl came to my house and met the guys at night again for dinner at cb mac :)

Gave school a miss on 4thJan:

School trip to NP open house on 5thJan:

6Jan: Met up with the guyz and xinni after school and headed to SP's open house. It was kinda disappointing compared to NP's.

After that we bus back to amk and smthg happened halfway - A malay lady couldn't get up the bus as it was already too packed. Then she scolded the china bus driver and the other passengers were pissed with her for being unreasonable thus scolded her and said that she's having pms and all. Then, she threatened to call the police and yes, she did. So all the passengers on the bus had to get down while waiting for them to settle this shit. So we decided to board another bus, lol.

Then Alexea called halfway, so we dropped at Sin Ming and went back to school for CCA orientation. After that went to have tauhuey, then cab home because Sasha came to my house to look for me with Aussie, hehe :) Talked till 1am and she went home.

School life is so mundane but tiring. Lessons start next week and coachings starts the week after. I'm not even prepared and I'm getting super drained already. Since school started I haven't had the time to watch my WGM yet :( I've been so busy lately but I think it's a good thing cus I don't have time to think too much. And when I get home, I'm too tired to even think. But today has been a rough day.

I still managed to type a whole chunk of words when I'm so freaking upset now. I swear I really hate myself everytime I feel sad. I feel so disgusting ugh. Anyway it has been quite some time since I'm feeling so emotional. Been quite happy these few days so I guess its okay? It's normal for me to miss a friend that I've not seen for so long right............. Ah whatever, I just hope tomorrow to be a better day. It has been a long enough day, I need to get some sleep.

P/S: I think there're a lot of grammer mistakes cus I'm really too tired to type/think properly, much less check before I publish post. Pardon me.

Happy 2012 :-)

2012-01-02T02:06:00.005+08:00

Okay I know this is late but still, Happy 2012 everyone! :-)

30Dec- Went to meet Wenyan in the afternoon and we went to get her school shoes. Then we went to somerset and had yoshinoya for lunch. Zx and Alexea joined soon after and we just walked around to shop. Coincidentally bumped into Kahsiang Jiazhen and Aaron! Had Sakura for late dinner. I know I said Korean food for a change but......ya haha.

31Dec- Granny's house in the afternoon and met Liqian around 7pm and we headed to somerset to meet the rest. We walked over to plaza sing and ended up walking back! After countdown we went to clarke quay. Played some card game and it was really funnnnnn. Left the place around 3am and the place was disastrous! Girls puking everywhere and to add on to that, no cabs wanna fetch us and what's worse was the bus stop was full of people waiting for cabs. Wenyan and I even ran after cabs! Waited till around 4am and Wenyan's dad came to fetch us :-) I reached home around 4.15 and I saw a kitten sitting on my sofa! It was scary so I woke my bro up and he carried it out. I dont like cats......but I felt bad thou :/ Anyway, I really loved my night with Wenyan Alexea Liqian Kahsiang Jiazhen Edwin Aaron Zx Peggy!

1Dec- Had macs for breakfast with dad and mom! Then headed to granny's place again to play with baby hehe. Then we went to shop for furniture and ended up in Ikea. Ate so damn much. And we even had durian too. Reached home around 10plus and watched tv till now. I think I'm gonna finish my yongseo today so I can start with khuntoria.

New year resolution (shall be more realistic):

1. Concentrate on studies, do well for o's.

2. Meet up often with the guyz.

3. Stay happy.

4. Not to quarrel/drift with my friends and family.

5. Not to be affected easily.

Okay that's all for now. Sorry for the wordy post my dear readers, more pics in the next post promise! Xx.

Have a great year ahead everyone! :-)

Hyped

2011-12-30T01:58:00.001+08:00

Hello! Yesterday I went out with Shanette and it was such a fruitful trip to bugis, hehe. What's more awesome than cheap buys? Bagpacks @ 2 for $25, mad cheap! And also platform shoes for $10 each only! Ok so before hunting for all these stuffs we had Yoshinoya, so yongseo-ish ;-) Then after shopping we decided to head to amk for pool. After pool, we had Mos Burger for dinner. Intended to have dinner with Sasha but she was late (as usual) so we ate first!

Sasha came after we finished our food. So glad we started without her or I might have fainted of hunger, hahaha! So she joined us around 8, talked awhile and accompanied her to get Koi then waited for Shanette's bus with her. Walked home with Sasha, we had so much to talk about that we stopped at a block, sat down and talk. Yes, we both can talk about everything and anything, anytime, at anywhere, teehee.

Was supposed to meet Cleo today but plans cancelled and I wasn't feeling very well so I thought I'd stay home today. Packed my shoe rack and threw some shoes away. Then suddenly my bro came home with his friends and I decided to go meet Liqian for late lunch at Sumo House! Then we went to kpool and only managed to play 2 rounds because the guys beside us were really being a nuisance, blocking us and all. Hate guys like that, ugh. Then Liqian came to my house.

eyebags T-T

pretending to be asleep! tsk

hi i'm awake!

So today mommy complained to Liqian about how much I eat and she can't stop laughing at me. Pffffffffft. I wonder how Liqian & I always manage to take so many pics. Anyway I was so hyper today, kept pestering and disturbing Liqian!

I'm meeting Wenyan again tmr! Hope we manage to take many pretty pictures *_* And Alexea and Zx joining us too! Had been having so much Japanese food recently, Korean food tmr for a change! :-) Hehehehe, hopefully tmr will be a good day.

"I admit that I'm madly in love with him, but that doesn't make me love my friends any lesser."

overdue pix

2011-12-27T03:36:00.002+08:00

Making use of the time now to upload some of the pics I was either lazy or had no time to upload. Really love the speed of the internet during midnight. It's half passed 3am now. And I'm bored so here I am!

Here are some of my birthday texts from the people I love, that I managed to screen shot down!

THE LONGEST TEXT, from @MeganMmxx my dear gurl!

I accidentally deleted Shanette's one and I'm rlly upset, pfffffffft.

Okay so I went for manicure and pedicure tdy. The lady just screwed my nails up, I bled so bloody much that her pink towel became red. I'M NOT EVEN KIDDING OK. And mommy still signed a package with them. I'm just like, whatever. So after that I went to meet Cleo at Bishan, then we went to Novena. We had this healthy bbt and we started walking aimlessly. We ended up sitting in this open area, talked sooooo much. Then we wanted to go see Twelve Cupcakes but it wasn't open :-( We went to "explore" Made In Candy instead. Headed home around 9plus.

I'm now catching up with Dzul, didn't talk to him for a few months already(?) And we just realised we've been in the same class for 4 years, next year is the 5th year! Sooooo nice to have a friend like that right. Anyway I'm just gonna rot at home tmr. Maybe do some packing, and my plans for the rest of the week are as follows:

Wednesday - Out with Shanette!

Thursday - Nex with Cleo.
Friday - Out with Wenyan and maybe Alexea & Zx!
Saturday - COUNTDOWNNNNNN.

Countdown plans not confirmed, I hope everything will be fun and I really really hope everyone stays as friends, no quarrels *crosses fingers* I LOVE ALL MA FRIENDS :-)

Xmas Eve :)

2011-12-25T02:43:00.005+08:00

It's 2:28am now which means...............MERRY X'MAS!

So we had a little christmas celebration on 24th December!

ma favourite boi!

MY PRESENTS!

Town for shopping tomorrow, yay! Contemplating if I should continue with my WGM............ok maybe not. I'm really drained. Shall pack my presents and stuffs then head to bed. Goodnight all!

I'm such a bad friend and sometimes it really sucks to be me.

Natasha

2011-12-20T20:56:00.006+08:00

Met Natasha for lunch tdy :-)

Wore the same shorts coincidentally hehe.

Fucking cute right? It's so good to be a kid.

And I've to go to school tmr just to submit this form. UGH. And I'm still thinking of what to write.

Just finished talking on the phone with Natasha and I'm still feeling angst. Okcan. Who am I to feel angry anyways.

sweet 16th

2011-12-16T23:43:00.001+08:00

So everything went as planned except for today. Went to town with Wenyan around 5. All we did was EAT & EAT. Hehe. Really love everyone for everything they've done for my birthday. Movie with my girls and clique's surprise was awesome!

Sorry for the lousy photo quality! Jiazhen insisted that iphone 4s camera is very good and "style" people uses it to take pics rather than cameras. Anyway we didn't have any camera w/ us on that day so yeah. Thanks Alexea, Kahsiang, Jiazhen, Aaron, Edwin, and Nicholas for the surprise!

Hello kitty stuffs from clique, shan & jaz, megan, jocelyn!
Oh & a hellokitty cardholder which is already inside my bag!

Anyway, tmr is already the 17th! Please do come down to scape and support us okay! ;)

everyday.......

2011-12-16T16:36:00.003+08:00

i should've known you won't mean what you say.

just wanna be happy

2011-12-12T00:56:00.002+08:00

Yes, I spent half my day in town at forever21 @ ion. The queue was.................horribly long. Didn't manage to take many pictures as I was a sick girl. As you can see all these pictures are unglams taken by Junko!

Heading to town again tmr. Or should I say later? Hmmm whatever it is, just hope I enjoy myself!

Busy week ahead! I loike i loike.

Monday - Town with Shanette Yvonne Mary.

Tuesday - Dinner and movie with Leonard, Shanette, Yvonne, Andrew etc.

Wednesday - Out with clique & dinner with family!

Thursday - Jocelyn's house with Megan.

Friday - Cake baking with Elaina.

Saturday - Flea @ Scape!!!!!!!!

Sunday - Baby's 1st birthday.

Teehee, interesting events fr the whole week! I just wanna be happy :-)

Ismy.

happy bunny

2011-12-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

thiz gurl really loves unglam faces!

Spent both my friday & saturday with the two babies and junko. And of course my awesome granny! Hehee the only sad thing was I totally forgot about babyisaac's trip to australia :-( was still looking forward to see him and planning to bring him swimming! But o well, he's coming back on the 12th ;-)

Mah girls

2011-12-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

So basically, Jocelyn and Megan came over to my house when I just woke up. Did a lot of nonsensical stuffs and talked a lot, which kinda made me happy. Love the both of them!

Flea@scape!

2011-12-05T22:23:00.005+08:00

Got a new Roxy bikini!

And I swear this "socks" is very good!! Comfy and keeps yr feet warm:)

It even has this anti-slip thingy!

Okay so, Megan, Jocelyn and I are gonna have our own stall at the scape flea! It's on the 17December. Girlsssss, please come and support us okay! Here are some of the stuffs we'd be selling:

Duct tape cardholders that Jocelyn made!

From shorts to dresses to tops and even rompers!

Pretty headbands!

And of course there'll be more than just these! There'll be more clothes, bags, and brand new shorts diy'ed by Jocelyn! Anddddddd, we'll also be providing polaroid services! Prices are going really low, so please do come down on 17 December! :)

Whatsapp group chat created by Jocelyn:

Though the title is "FLEA", you can see we're totally talking about irrelevant stuffs! Jocelyn and I even spammed Megan with 30+ messages this afternoon hehe.

Anyway! I'm really happy todayyyy.

1. Noisy whatsapp group chat.

2. Excited for the upcoming December events.

3. Surprise texts from people whom I really like/miss.

Jocelyn and Megan coming over this Thursday to look at my "loots". And also meeting them on the 15th to get all the stuffs needed for the flea! Are you exciteddddddddddd? 'Cause I'm!

Lastly,

HAPPY BIRHDAYYYYYYY TO THE SEXIEST MEMBER OF SNSD, KWON YURI♥

December

2011-12-01T22:18:00.001+08:00

I expected December to be so much better, but the first day already sucked so much. I guess that's why they say "With expectation comes disappointment".

I cancelled all plans today and decided to stay home hoping I'd feel better but it didn't really work...... I just hope December gets better. But then again, I'm not expecting much.

Bpss Prom Night 2011

2011-11-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

21 November 2011.

MY clique ♥

Moving on

2011-11-19T18:55:00.000+08:00

You talked to me so much, text me every morning & night, get my hopes up, then left. I have feelings you know?

Day 8: I don't expect anything from you, anymore.

wordy post.

2011-11-18T13:51:00.000+08:00

Town yesterday with Elaina & Zhengxiang in the early aftnn. Walked arnd fep searching for my prom heels but couldn't find any. Elaina left and Jiazhen Kahsiang Edwin joined. Walked arnd, Natasha joined. Decided to go to cine for pool and Elaina came back.

Bumped into Jocelyn and Jiefeng! So happy to see her and also talked quite a bit w/ her, hehehe. Then we went for pool, and had Best Fries Forever.(: Then Elaina left w/ Nelson, while the rest went to h&m, newlook, etc! So many nice heels but I will be taller than the guys after wearing all those so I decided not to get it :( Late dinner at yoshinoya.

Cabbed home w/ Zhengxiang around 10. Waited for cab for like 25mins. Damn pissed, seriously. Reached home and straightaway K.O.

So happy to wake up w/ Elaina's sweet text this morning.(: Layed in bed till 2 and went to meet Irisa. Finally got my prom shoes!!! Bumped into Alexea, accompanied her to pet shop and went home.

And I realized my complexion getting so bad, so had all my hair up for the whole day. Hope it gets better by the day of my prom!

lost track of time

2011-11-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

7Nov:

Gave the birthday girl a surprise visit after her paper.

I swear the cake is damn pretty........

Opening her pressie..... TADAAAAA!

5Nov:

Birthday boy♥

9Nov:

10Nov: Out with Elaina :)

Mac breakfast and walked around amk hub. So happy to see this painting stall thr and we hurriedly went to do it. It's kinda exp but we really enjoyed it!

Dinner @ pastamania & pool @ monster cue along with Joseph and Reynald! Fep for job hunting and visited Johanna!

11Nov:

Spent my 11/11/11 with this girl. As usual, we ate so so so much!

It was a really tough day but thank god it's all over and I'm slowly letting go. (:

12Nov:

Head over to grand's place in the afternoon and had so much fun with the dogs and babies! Totally went crazy after the dogs scratched me so much while playing. Everytime I go to grand's place, she'd prepare sooo much good food for me! And baby couldn't bear for me to leave that he kept crying when I wanted to go home. Decided to leave around 11 and he felt better cus he was allowed to tag along while korkor sent me home.

Celeste have been really cranky recently cus she haven't been feeling well. But still, with one smile of hers, everyone'd smile. Love this fat baby so much!

lost

2011-11-09T14:15:00.000+08:00

I don't know if I can do it anymore. I'm sorry for not being good enough. I will back off.

let go

2011-11-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

"I know it's pathetic, but when I look at you, I just think of how much I'd like to cuddle with you. I often find myself wondering if I'm alone in this. I fucking want you. But I don't know where I stand. All I want to do is be with you."

And I told myself, one month is all I need. All these thoughts of wanting you and loving you will be gone.

Ok enough. Have been working my ass off for the past few days. Not forgetting shopping and having lots of good food, hehe! Tomorrow will be my last day @ shaw and fortunately, I'm able to work with Junko! Yay, no more boredom. We can seriously dance and sing and laugh like there's no tomorrow in public. But for some reasons I feel superrrrrrr comfortable doing anything with her.

And yessss, I can't wait for this Saturday. Seeing my two precious babies again. And honestly, seeing them & playing with them makes me forget all of my troubles and pain. These two cute little monsters, love them so much!

birthday babies

2011-10-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday to my two babies Jazreel & Megan!

Really hope you liked everything Kimiko and I planned tdy, and also, hope the surprise is surprising enough, hehehe! Love you always :)

JAZREEL LOH I KNOW U ARE GNA SEE THIS. I MISS U OK. ALL THE BEST FOR UR O'S. EVERYTHING IN TEXT ALRDY :) LOVE YOU, DEAREST BITCH!

out with celiakyx

2011-10-21T22:51:00.000+08:00

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

2011-10-17T19:38:00.000+08:00

14Oct:

So I decided to go back to school on graduation day while the rest decided to give it a miss. Talks were quite boring but still managed to survive thru with the company of my babies.

Natasha's house with Zx Jz Edwin and had Pastamania for lunch during the 2hr break. Back to school with Celia.

Happy for my friends who've graduated but at the same time feeling a little sad, can't bear to see them leave. Yes I hate people I love leaving me.

J8 with Jocelyn Natasha & Sheryl around evening. Walked around j8 and talked a little with Jocelyn & Sheryl. Decided to head to prime w/ Sheryl, saw Dennis coincidentally! Prime for haircut and then Thomson for chicken rice & tauhuey :)

Okay anyway, to those who've graduated, Sasha Jai Pumie Jocelyn Sheryl Shanette Liqian Dinar Megan etc etc: Study hard for your o's and all the best in your future endeavors, see you girls after your o's kay. I love you all ♥

freedom

2011-10-13T07:57:00.000+08:00

2ndOctober2011:

10October2011:

11October2011; Jiazhen's birthday:

Have been enjoying myself a lot since N's are over. I thought yesterday wld be a bad day for me but no, thanks to the company of my clique :) Walked so much @ town just to get a present for Jiazhen while the others had their dota session. Didn't even have time to think about anything at all.

I don't want to waste my holidays like how I used to anymore. This week have been busy, shall enjoy for a few more days and start looking for a job with Natasha bby :-* Can't wait to work with her!

And to you: I'm already trying my best. Please stop making it hard for me.

i wanna be happy again, with you.

2011-09-22T13:50:00.000+08:00

N's in 12 days' time yet I haven't started studying at all. I need to study but I don't have the motivation to. :-(

Thanks for the humiliation. Thanks for pushing me. I will stand back up, just watch me.

hectic

2011-09-08T14:42:00.000+08:00

Cake baking over @ Jazreel's house with my favourite bunch of people♥:

Xinni's birthday BBQ:

Phrenz carnival 2011:

Clique with Mrs Seah♥

Zhihao's birthday BBQ:

Birthday boy.

Met up with Pricillia:

Okay so, it had been a busy month for me. Totally had no time for preparing for N's. Last minute studying for SS, as usual. 3 papers down already. So drained & feels like I can sleep forever. And prelims is next week. So I'm gonna enjoy my last week of freedom and make full use of it.

Sometimes I really wonder if I'm really that stupid, because no matter how many times you walk away, I will never be able to hate you. Sometimes, I don't really know what I want too. Maybe its better to hurt one rather than both. I believe things will get better in time.