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Posted Saturday, March 22, 2014 | 0 comments

But we're not the same anymore, are we?
I miss us.

Posted Thursday, January 2, 2014 | 0 comments
“I promise to love you:

at 6 am when you’re waking
to go to work, to school, or whatever
road life takes you on;
and when you didn’t sleep well,
your hair is a mess
and your eyes are sleepy.

at 8 am when we say goodbye
for the day and you’re rushing
out the door with a cup
of black coffee, after finishing
a morning cigarette
when your lips taste like
caffeine and nicotine.

at 3 pm when you’re exhausted
from the day and people have
worn you out and you feel like
sighing, crying, and falling asleep
and escaping in afternoon dreams.
I will kiss your forehead,
and wrap myself in your arms.

at 10 pm when you’re heading to bed,
even though you won’t sleep for hours
and you’ll flip through all the channels
tired of dismal newscasts and re-runs.
Especially when we become a human knot
wrapped up in sheets and kisses

at 3 am when loneliness and sadness
do not destroy you, but consume you
and when you weep without an explanation
I’ll kiss your lips, softly and
tell you you’re the absolute best.
When we talk about life
and why winter kills the flowers.

I will love you when you grow old,
I will love you even after that
I will love you if I’m no longer here
I will love you
I will love you
and I will love you.

—AKR
—  I promise to love you forever (for Louis) by Amanda Katherine Ricketson (via cyberunfamous)
Posted Saturday, December 21, 2013 | 0 comments
Happy 3rd monthsary to my fav boy, the only person who's willing to put up with all my nonsense with no complaints. Thank you for letting me know that I'll always have you with me, thank you for not getting tired of my nagging and complaints. I've never told you this before but to me, you're the best ❤
Posted Monday, December 9, 2013 | 0 comments


เธออย่าคิดว่าฉันตาบอด ไม่เห็นว่าเธอไปกับใคร 
เธออย่าคิดว่าฉันเป็นใบ้ ไม่พูดอะไรไม่ใช่ไม่รู้เลย

เธออย่าคิดว่าฉันไม่ได้ยิน ถ้อยคำที่เธอพูดกับใคร
เธออย่าคิดว่าฉันไม่เข้าใจ เหมือนไม่ได้ใช้ภาษาเดียวกับเธอ

ถ้าเธอมองว่าฉันโง่งมไม่คิดอะไร ก็เลยอยากบอกเธอสักคำ

เธออาจจะลืมไปแล้ว ว่าฉันก็เป็นสิ่งมีชีวิต ที่คิดได้และเจ็บเป็นเหมือนเธอ
เธออาจจะลืมไปแล้ว ว่าฉันก็มีสมองและหัวใจ เกิดแล้วตายเหมือนกับเธอ
ถ้าเธอยังแคร์ก็อยากให้ทบทวน ว่าฉันจะเป็นยังไง
Posted Thursday, November 21, 2013 | 0 comments
Happy 2nd ♡ It hasn't been easy for us but it's all worth it. Really thankful that you came into my life showering me with lots of love. Thank you for never giving up even though I'm really hard to handle at times. "Distance makes the heart grow fonder", I hope it's true. See you in December :-*
Posted Tuesday, November 12, 2013 | 0 comments
I don't have monday blues, I have morning blues.

I hate mornings when I have to force myself to wake up (FOR WORK). Feel so damn grumpy. What's worse is waking up to someone screaming at you. Don't want to talk to anyone rn. Times like this I just hate everyone. I love rain but at this point of time the rain just makes me feel sadder.

Posted Monday, October 21, 2013 | 0 comments
Happy 1st monthsary, ที่รัก. Thank you for giving in to me all the time, enduring all my moodswings and princess attitude, pampering me, feeding me with lots of food, and making me smile with your silly msgs. I love you♡
Posted Thursday, October 10, 2013 | 0 comments
How my boy & I communicate when we're both busy/lazy, hahahaha.

Didn't expect us to come this far and have no idea you'll become such a big part of my life. Others might not understand why but honestly, I'm thankful for you & the things you've done although you're sometimes petty and over-protective hehe. Thank you for being such a sweetheart ♡
Posted Thursday, September 12, 2013 | 0 comments

 
原來不愛說 以為你懂得
每次說著說著都是我哭了
我擦乾眼淚 慢慢習慣沉默
朋友聊起我就說一些別的

 你總是哄我 說永遠不分手
可是我 還不確定會停留
終於我看透  沒退路的角落 不閃躲
 
你並不愛我 怎麼會懂我
你從來就不曾 在乎我的感受
沒兌現過承諾 傻瓜才當溫柔
難過時候 還假裝笑著點頭
 
你並不懂我 怎麼能愛我
曾經我也以為 有你我就足夠
直到發現原來我不過
是你用來炫耀的玩偶
我好難過 你並不愛我
Posted Wednesday, September 4, 2013 | 0 comments

People always tell me how stupid I am but I just laugh it off. I just want to be happy. I rather be ignorant. Can someone please understand?
Posted Saturday, August 31, 2013 | 0 comments

 
I don't really know if you're worth the wait, but I'm still waiting anyway.
Posted Tuesday, August 27, 2013 | 0 comments

Forgive and forget, that's what they all say. But it's easier said than done. Forgiving is easy, but can you really forget; the hurt caused, the painful memories. I don't know.

Why do people think it's okay to hurt others and assume apologizing can solve everything? Or is it just that they don't give a damn about how others feel at all. Why do people build others up, just to tear them down in the end? Why do people think it's okay to have more than one love; how many people can a heart consist of, how many people can a person truly love?

So tired of wondering.

Posted Sunday, March 24, 2013 | 0 comments
A guy best friend that protects and loves you like a brother, that will always be willing to listen to your problems, that will make you smile and be there when you cry, that will beat up any guy who mistreats you.
Posted Saturday, March 9, 2013 | 0 comments

Rough week. After so much, I really know who cares and who doesn't. To those who stayed by my side and cared enough to persuade me to stay, I'm really thankful for you guys. "A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out" - Grace Pulpit.
Posted Wednesday, February 13, 2013 | 0 comments


Posted Sunday, February 3, 2013 | 0 comments
 
First day of work @ esmeloveshop yesterday. Support pls!!! Quote "GeraldineTan" to enjoy a 10% discount off all items :)
 

Customized handphone casings. (Iphone4/5, Samsung Note 1/2 & S3) Choose your own designs! Prices range from $9.90 - $19.90.



Selling original Hasbro ponies(customized into necklaces/dustcaps) at affordable prices! What are you waiting for? Come down to scape and grab yours now!

"Which is scarier? Sheltering in false hopes or waking up to the brutal truth?" I used to think the worst is to be kept in the dark, but now, I'd rather not know anything. The truth hurts more than anything, now I know.
Posted Friday, October 19, 2012 | 0 comments
Graduation day 2012.


At night, Rkycia and I went to surprise Sheryl at her house for her birthday. 


Science practical is finally over. Two more weeks to freedom and I'm already planning how I should spend my close to half a year holiday. ;) I'm gonna try to study as much as I can for this 2 weeks, till then.

Posted Wednesday, October 3, 2012 | 0 comments
This is really random but I came across this and found it really sweet so I wanna share it with everyone who reads my blog. :)

30 things a perfect boyfriend would do for his girl:
1. When she stares at your mouth - Kiss her.
2. When she hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes strong - Grab her and don't let go.
3. When she tries to act all tough - Kiss her and tell her you love her.
4. When she's quiet - Ask her whats wrong.
5. When she ignores you - Give her your attention.
6. When she pulls away - Pull her back.
7. When you see her at her worst - Tell her she's beautiful.
8. When you see her start crying - Just hold her and don't say a word.
9. When you see her walking - Sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
10. When she's scared - Protect her.
11. When she steals your favorite clothing - Let her keep it.
12. When she teases you - Tease her back and make her laugh.
13. When she's bored and sad, hang out with her - Let her know she's important.
14. When she looks at you with doubt - Back yourself up.
15. When she says that she loves you - She really does more than you can understand.
16. When she grabs at your hands - Hold hers tight.
17. When she looks at you in your eyes - Don't look away until she does.
18. When she tells you a secret - Keep it safe and untold.
19. When she says it's over - She still wants you to be hers.
20. When she reposes this - She wants you to read it.
21. When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.
22. Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.
23. Let her wear your clothes.
24. When she says she's okay don't believe it, talk with her.
25. Call her at random to tell her you love her.
26. Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
27. Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
28. Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.
29. Surprise and shower her with kisses.
30. Give her the world.
 
Posted Friday, September 28, 2012 | 0 comments
 
Day 1:

Had macs the moment we reached Genting, after a six hour long of coach ride :)

And then I fell asleep while waiting for the check-in time at the lobby hahaha!
 

Frog leg porridge for lunch!

Bought the ticket for indoor rides!


Back to the room to rest and had maggie mee!

Out for dinner and back to room to sleep!

Day 2:

Queuing up to get the tickets for outdoor rides!

 Went to Ripley's believe it or not! And saw my fav sheep ^^ But it's two headed!
 
So proud of myself because I tried all the rides! And it was super tiring so we went back to our room after dinner.


Day 3: Last day in Genting, had steamboat for brunch!

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I love hello kitty and sheep. I love cuddling especially on rainy days. I love happy things and happy people. I love being happy.
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